January 2012
12 posts
Created by: Nikki Byers
I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and...
– p.3
So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and...
– p.3
Some kids look at me strange in the hallways because I don’t decorate my...
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I look at people holding hands in the hallways, and I try to think about how it...
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Do you always think this much, Charlie?”
“Is that bad?” I...
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Charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve.
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When the police came, they found my brother asleep on the roof. Nobody knows how...
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I feel infinite.
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And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.
– p.39
I have decided that maybe I want to write when I grow up. I just don’t...
– p.46
It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your...
– p. 74
December 2011
27 posts
But there’s another difference between you and her. You see… Kelly...
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I laid down on his old bed, and I looked through the window at this tree that...
– p.98
Despite everything my mom and doctor and dad have said to me about blame, I...
– p.92
I even made her a mix tape and left it at the grave. I hope you do not think...
– p.93
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep...
– p.94
Everyone else is either asleep or having sex. I’ve been watching cable...
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Sometimes, I look outside, and I think that a lot of other people have seen this...
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So, I looked up and we were in this giant dome like a glass snowball, and Mark...
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And all the books you’ve read have been read by other people. And all the songs...
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And my mind played hopscotch.
My brother… football… Brad…...
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Everything can’t be low self-esteem, can it?
– p.130
It’s too bad you’re not gay.”
That made me stop crying a little...
– p.136-137
I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers...
– p.142
I don’t know how much longer I can keep going without a friend. I used to be...
– p.144
I just wish that God or my parents or Sam or my sister or someone would just...
– p.139
But because things change. And friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody.
– p.145
I remember going to sleep last night, and I realized something. Something that I...
– p.179
There’s something about that tunnel that leads to downtown. It’s glorious at...
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And we kept dancing. It was the one time all day that I really wanted the clock...
– p.193
I remembered this one time that I never told anyone about. The time we were...
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It’s great that you can listen and be a shoulder to someone, but what...
– p.200
And we could all sit around and wonder and feel bad about each other and blame a...
– p.210
So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never...
– p.211
Maybe it’s good to put things in perspective. Sometimes, I think that the...
– p.212
Things just keep going. We didn’t talk about anything heavy or light. We...
– p.212
And nobody felt sad as long as we could post-pone tomorrow with more nostalgia.
– p.213
So, if this does end up being my last letter, please believe that things are...
– p.213